Allie

Update

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 05:07:24 GMT

So I just finished reading Lily's update that she did a while ago and I realized that I really wanted to just write my feelings and what is going on in my life right now.
I dunno... since I went to college and came back home, so much has changed. I was looking at pictures at Emily Esposito's graduation party today and I just started to ask myself when I grew up. I'm already 19. Given I have a long life ahead of me... but I just realized that I have finally reached that point where life isn't an idealistic dream but its reality. I've actually grown up. Its so weird to me because I miss the times of being excited and surprised by everything... like when i was first scared to kiss boys and when I was so happy just to go to dinner really late at night because I got to see my friends. God... so much has changed since I was just 15. I feel like I have lost so many of my close friends because I'm not seeing them everyday at rehearsal like I use to. I miss doing shows with my best friends truthfully. I loved when I could just sit at CAP with all my best friends and just sing and laugh. And another thing.. I miss singing. Last night, I saw Rocky Horror at CAP and I just felt so lost not being one of the performers onstage. Like it was so weird to me that I didn't know half of the people in the show and they didn't know me and I was just another girl backstage doing Erics makeup. Its nice at school because I am opening up my horizons to acting and not just musical theatre but I can't take doing just one musical a year. And I thought doing Grease at Hofstra would make me happy because I was doing a show at another place other than CAP and I would be dancing my ass off but it didn't turn out like that. I feel so stupid being in the ensemble sometimes and I feel like I am not being challenged in any way because the dances other than Shakin at the Highschool hop aren't hard. I mean I am enjoying it because I am meeting new people but I just feel like I want to be challenged more somehow.
In other news, my first year at school was great. I little shaky in the beginning because I just didn't feel comfortable being at school and the people in the theatre department really weren't the nicest to me. It really made me very depressed when I came home because I had been holding so much in from school that when I came home I was just a wreck. The second semester was really nice though because I finally was settling down and being myself. I did Pippin in the first semester and I got Fastrada and the second semester I got into Canterbury Tales as Caitlin. Its nice because the department is actually really hard and the teachers are wonderful. I'm kinda missing it now because I am just a little bored at the moment.
Me and Matt are still together after 2 years and 10 months. We were going through some rocky areas these past fews months and took a break a few days ago but we are back together now (he came crying back... ok... thats a lie..) and everything is wonderful. We pretty much realized how much we miss each other when we are not together. I'm lucky to have someone who loves me as much as I love him at such a young age.
Uggg... this sucks... I had so much more to write and I can't get my thoughts out. aNYWAYS, PLEASEEE leave a comment even if its just to say hi because truthfully I miss my friends.... *Allie*

Tue, 25 May 2004 18:29:47 GMT

Love2Act16

Fri, 21 May 2004 21:40:53 GMT

I'M UPDATING! ISN'T THAT EXCITINGGG?

Well its almost summer and I've decided that I'm going to start writing in this again...

BUT i'M NOT IN THE MOOD TO DO A LONG ENTRY NOW..

But guess what!

In 26 days I will be SEVENTEEN... ON June 16thhhh! I'm getting so oldddd...
Presents are always apreciated...
especially clothes...
*wink wink*

BYEBYEEEE!

*Allliiiiiiieeee*

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 06:51:19 GMT

Sooooo I just wanted to comment on saying that Matt re-did my whole computer because I screwed it up and now its fast and it made me happy...

and the background of my computer is now hot pink and that makes me happy...

And I'm going to the Yankee game with Britt, Lil, Matt and the Hershkowitz family and even though I don't care about baseball.. it makes me happy...

Score a goal, Yankeesss! YAYYYYY! Gooddnight darlings! *Allie*

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 07:18:53 GMT

ok.. so I was looking back on all my past journal entries.. and I realized something...

I use to be funny...

Now I'm not...

THE END!

wait.. no no that was a lie.. I also have realized that I talk about my boobs a lot... like a lot alot... which is kinda odd considering I DON'T HAVE MANY OF THE BOOBICLES TO TALK ABOUT!

I also realized that I miss sesame street and barbies...

and that I want good weather to come because I like skirts...

I thought you should know dears...

by the way.. I think I have Permanent PMS... IS THAT POSSIBLE? Please comment because your help would be greatly appreciated... Thank you...

YAYYYYY! *Allie

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 19:23:40 GMT

I haven't wrote in this in soo long!

Well its vacation and soo far it has been ok.. except for the fact that I am grounded until I do all the homework that I haven't done for the past month...

Anyways, my school show, The Pajama Game closed Saturday night...
Really upset about that... I got close to soo many nice people like Joe and Ralph and Erin...ugggg.. I hate closings.... Lots of people came on Saturday though so I went out to eat with them and then went to the cast party for like 45 minutes...

I told Jeannine last night that I only write in my journal to make people laugh...
and right now I suck at that.. maybe I will start updating more now that I have some time...

Oh and by the way I think I have a stalker... and it kinda scares me... this guy called me last night after i blocked him online like 2 years ago... and I don't know how he got my cell phone... but yeah I was soo scared that I grabbed my push bra for comfort...

Just thought you should know dears... byebye for nowww...

*Allie*

Sat, 06 Mar 2004 18:27:01 GMT

Yayyy! So Les Miserables opens tonight and its going to be a great show... I don't know why but last night at our last rehearsal, I realised how much fun I had with this cast. I remember at first feeling so weird being there,not liking going there and now I love it. It makes me sad that I only have 3 weeks with some of these people left.

Oh and I got Val and Maggie understudy in A Chorus Line. I'm soo excited and the Val is going away I think like Thursday of Tech Week so I get all of opening weekend as Val. Come see it. And I have one show of Maggie but I don't know what yet.

Ok.. so thats it... Come see Les Mis tonight at 8 even though I'm not Cosette! *Allie

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 17:05:42 GMT

Ok soo Les Mis is opening in a week and I am opening as Cosette on the 12th sooo everyone come and see it!

I decided to update my journal because its pretty out and that makes me calm and therefore, I am able to write.

I tried out for a Chorus Line at CAPPP last night and I think it went well. I messed up on my song by starting in the wrong key but then I redid it and it was fine. Bruce made me sing Maggie.. Hopefully, it sounded good because thats the part I would love to get. Then the dancing came and I CAN'T FEEL MY LEGS... I couldn't go up a staircase in school today because lifting my platform shoes was too much for my legs to handle.

By the way, I think I'm going through menopause...
Then again, every year since I have been 13, I think I am going through menopause...

AHHHHH.. I always switch topics. So back to A Chorus Line... after the dancing, he made me, Jess Davidson, Sean Martin, and this girl Dara Joy sing. I sang Tits and Ass and so did Jess.. Sean sang for Bobby and the lady, Dara, sang for Cassie. It was such an exciting audition because I got to see people that I haven't seen in so long like my big sis Jess, MY SEANNNNN, andddd Jeannine! Which by the way, all of them did really well! I hope Jess gets Val, Jeannine- Morales, and Sean-Bobbie...

OK HAVE YOU EVER HAD SOMEONE SAY " YOUR BROTHER IS HOT, i MADE OUT WITH HIM..."? Because Jess said that to me last night... and I got all faschmenkled...

Yeah.. thats all... YAYYYYYYY!

VERY IMPORTANT:
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Come see Les Mis at CAP on March 12th at 8:30, March 14th at 7:30, March 20th at 8:00, or March 21st at 3:00...

My brother just got Wendy's and I like food..

ALOT... sooooo

BYEEEEEE! *Allie

Grandmama DIDDDY!

Sun, 15 Feb 2004 06:48:54 GMT

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAYYYYY EVERYBODY!

Soooo I haven't updated in sooo long and I felt it was time....

Yeah.. O'm just gonna write the random thoughts that are coming up in my mind because it will take tooo long to catch everyone up on my life....

Well... Lately I have been feeling annoying and it isn't anyone's fault but my own. Have you ever felt like you just aren't having your pretty days? Like you wish you could just be drop dead gorgeous? Yeah... I've been wishing that lately and I keep on thinking that I'm one of those homely people who just keeps on getting on everyone's nerves. I hope it isn't true.. Its just I haven't been myself because of it... Ok now my ranting and raving is over...

On to Les Miserables...
COME SEEEEE ME AS COSETTE at CAP!

March 12th at 8:30
March 14th at 7:30(closed show possibly)
March 20 at 8:00
March 21 at 3:00(closing show)

That show ias going wonderfully... I love the cast and I have met soo many new people and I love them all and thats exciting... so YAYYYYY!

Oh anddd I'm Babe in the Pajajajajajajama Game at school... SO COME SEE THAT AND SUPPORT ME!
April 2nd and 3rd

Today is Valentine's day... and even though I have Matt as a Valentine... I still think its a stupid day! THE END! BUHHHH BYE NOW KIDS! *Allie*

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Fri, 23 Jan 2004 20:08:29 GMT

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Mon, 15 Dec 2003 20:42:39 GMT

Ok so we got the cast for Les Miserables and I know many people want to see the casts so here they are... I'm cosette by the way.. but I'm triple casted...

Jean Val Jean- Jeremy Hudson
Javert- Kevin Hegmann (6) Benjamin Eisler (6)
Marius- Alex Goldberg (6) Chris Timson (6)
Enjolrus- Kenny D'Elia(6)Michael Caravella(6)
Fantine- Megan Yelaney(6)Jessica Goldberg (6)

Cosette- Erica Dollin (4)Allie Henkel(4)Elona Garfinkel(4)

Eponine- Lily Cohen (6)Denise Verriello (3)Brittany Hershkowitz(3)

Msr. Thenardier- Craig Fogel (6)Edward Cress (6)
Mdm. Thenardier-Alyson Rogers(6)Emily Esposito(6)

Little Cosette- Brooke Grossman (6)Taylor Feingold (3)Risa Israeloff(3)

Little Eponine- Danielle Jenkin (4)Courtney Sheehan (4)Taylor Feingold(2)Risa Israeloff(2)

Gavroche-Mike Verre(6)Robert Rosen(6)
Bamatabois- Ed Kwiatkoski
Bishop- Ryan Torino
Combeferre- Brian Landisman
Feuilly-Matt Bauman
Courfeyrac- Robby Harris
Grantaire- Eric Restivo
Joly -Jordan Hue
Montparnasse- Steven McCasland
Brujon- Sean Mundy
Claquesous-Ed Kwiatkoski
Prouvaire-Ryan Torino

Ensemble:Women:
Emily Edwards
Alexandra Lombardi
Dayna Adelman
Melanie Mednick
Emma Rucci
Jessica Vererame
Deanna Sanabria
Riana Zimmerman
Ashley Pines
Emily Kratter
Sarah Berger
Rebecca Kuynick
Amanda Mc Intyre
Jari Majewski
Katlyn Sheehan
Vanessa Heffernan

Men:
Liam Phillips
Max Bennett
Justin Link
Michael Perkins
Trevor Firetog

I hope I'm in the chorus when I'm not doing a show... But I don't think that will happen.. I just want to perform.. If I'm in four shows.. I will feel so away from the cast... hmmm... we shall see.. I'm happy... I just thought it would only be double casted... hmmmmmm....*Allie

Sat, 06 Dec 2003 21:11:37 GMT

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Sat, 06 Dec 2003 06:55:57 GMT

WHAT THE HELL HAS EVER HAPPENED TO PEOPLE WITH MORALS? MYYYY GOD...

There are often many times that I think the ratio of good people to bad people is 1 out of every four people and it upsets me...

My brother just got drunk in my house with 2 of his friends..THAT I don't care about... Then he decides that of the three he is the least drunk even though he can't see straight so he should be the one to drive... Now... usually I would fight with him but he is too opinionated and nothing I say will matter. I may win the verbal fight but he won't take it to heart... and it just pisses me offf.. and there he goes driving away...

Another thing that pisses me off... Cheaters or people who think that certain situations allow them to cheat... SORRY BUT BREAK UP WITH THE FRIGGEN PERSON... Don't be an asshole. Or c'mon... at least feel guilty about doing it afterwards...

UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

and all I want right now is a bagel with cream cheese AND I DON'T HAVE IT!

BIPOLAR MOMENT:
I am going to Puerto Rico in 13 days! AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! HADDYSKITADDOODLE! YAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!
*aLLIE

Sun, 30 Nov 2003 08:06:13 GMT

I should keep my comments to myself...
I have no problem doing that...
Even if people ask me anymore...

I had callbacks today for Les Miserables... and I got called up for Cosette, Eponine, and Madame Thenardier... At first I thought I had a chance... I dunno anymore...

I don't know about a lot of things anymore.. I saw Les Mis at Creative Ministries tonight and after the show, I just got so upset. I don;t know why but I just felt like crying... I guess I have feeling lately like I am a nuisance to everyone..
Then I came home and read something and actually cried because I didn't mean to hurt a certain person because they mean so much to me.

Have you ever just felt like everyone is starting to find things wrong with you? And better yet, have you ever thought others were finding things wrong with you and in return you start to get paranoid and pick yourself apart? Well I'm doing that. All I keep thinking is that I am a conceited, spoiled, bitchy, obnoxious person. It may not be true but everything I do I feel like people will hate me for.

I feel like people are talking about me. I feel like how it was last year. All I want to do is have someone comfort me and just talk to me. But one friend is the one who is mad at me for things I didn't realize I was doing, another is asleep, and another I feel like doesn't want to speak to me because she has too much on her mind right now and my boyfriend is asleep. Usually, when I need someone I have Kevin Hegmann and Mike or Mac to talk to also..Or even Michelle who is always there to talk to. But Mike and Kevin are at a sleepover and mac and michelle aren't online...

I haven't felt so alone since last year...
Since I use to read about how mean of a person I was on everyone's journal...
I don't want to go back to that...
I can't go back to that...
I really want to cry... I really want to have someone to talk to...

I hate this feeling... I'm going to sleep.. sorry for the morbid entry...

Thu, 27 Nov 2003 07:21:49 GMT

Ohhh and I forgot that tonight I had deep convos with Kevin Hegmann and Amanda McIntyre and I love them both with all my heart! Also... Cara Buschi.. I didn't feel like commenting on your journal but I can't believe you know Mr. Smith! Thats so great! He is such a nice person! andd wow.. I am tired

Thu, 27 Nov 2003 07:19:57 GMT

AHHHHHHHHHHHH! 2ND ENTRY IN TWO DAYS!THATS AMAZING! I know... I'm going to Jinx it...

But anyways.. today was fun... I woke up this morning to go to school and didn't do any of my homework! Bad ALLIE! badfdmdnkdnhdsf ALLIE!

Then I took a nap... because they are full of nutrition...
( Did I really have to tell you about that? )

then I went with Matt to the Islanders game...
Islanders lost...
BUTTTTT HOCKEYYYYYY IS GREAT! I laughed every time someone got pushed into a wall... hmmm.. maybe that isn't a nice thing to do... hmmmm WHICH MAKES ANOTHER THING COME TO MIND...
I was playing volleyball in gym today and I was laughing about how I love when people get hit with the balls.. and then someone spiked the ball to my head and I choked on the gum I was chewing on...
Moral of the story: Run away from school so you can't play gym...
YES I KNOW.. THAT WASN'T THE MORAL... but Hey, I'm Allie... I'm weird like that...

BUT BACK TO MY DAY...
So then after the Hockey game we went to Wendy's because I felt like it... and then we picked up Zach and went to CAP where we m,et up with everyone after the IMPROV SHOW and went to the diner... and then went home.. the end...

I was also informed that during the improv show.. a joke was made concerning me... it is as follows...

Frank: Tell me the world's worst excuse for being late...
Jess: I'M ALLIE HENKEL!
Hmmmm.. Cruel.. Cruel... I'm not ALWAYs late... just a few times... well maybe more than that...
HMPHHH... i hate when jokes are made that are completely correct.

Ohhhhhh and Les Mis callbacks were made today during the hockey game... they were as follows...

Me- Eponine, Cosette
Alyson Rodgers- Fantine, Madame Thenardier
Elona Garfinkel- Eponine, Cosette
Lily Cohen- Madame Thenardier, Eponine, Cosette
Brittany Hershkowitz- Madame Thenardier, Eponine
Jess Goldberg- Cosette, Fantine
Megan Yelaney- Eponine, Fantine
Jari Majewski- Madame Thenardier, Eponine
Emily Esposito- Madame Thenardier
Emily Kratter- Eponine
Erica Dollin- Eponine, Cosette
Megan's friend Deanna- Cosette, Fantine

Boys
Mike Caravella- Marius, Enjolras
Kevin Hegmann- Javert, Enjolras
Eric Restivo- Marius, Monsieur Thenardier
Craig Fogul- Monsieur Thenardier\
Kenny- Jean Valjean, Marius

If you know of anyone else.. PLEASE COMMENT!

I'm tireeddd... I'm going to go to sleep no

Puerto Rico, You lovely Island...

Wed, 26 Nov 2003 06:11:36 GMT

Sooooo... today I stayed home from school... again... for the seventh time in 3 months... I'm a really bad child... really bad...

BUTTTT SOMETHING HAPPY HAPPENED TODAY THAT MADE ME... UMMMM... HAPPY!
Mommy, after numerous arguments is allOwing me to go to Puerto Rico for 10 days over Christmas Vacation with Lily and Brittany and Lily's family! IMAGINE SPENDING YOUR VACATION IN PUERTO RICO WITH TWO OF YOUR BEST FREINDS! AHHHHHH... this is excitinggg! IT MAKES ME WANT TO DANCE!Its my Hanukkah present and the bestest present a girl could get!

Butttt I should be going to sleep... Its 1:00 and I must wake up at 5:30... so I can go to the last day of school before Thanksgiving Vacation and then go to a Islander hockey game with Matt fr my 3 month present to himm... which reminds me...
HAPPY 3 MONTHS MATTHEW!

Oh and as it turns out... CAP is having another audition for Les Miserables... hmmm... they probably didn't have enough guys because I know Karen Yelaney wanted 20 strong singing males and I'm not even sure if we got 20 males, let alone strong singers! SOO IF YOU ARE A MALE WHO IS 18 OR YOUNGER, COME DOWN AND AUDITION AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS! Yayyy!

And I'm seeing Les Mis at CM this Saturday... I'm excited! I've heard Brianne and this boy who plays Javert (Jacob Galley, I believe his name is) is amazing as well as Chris Timson... sooo I'm going to cheer for them!

YAYYYYYYYYYYY FORRRR TODAYYYYY! *Allie

Mon, 17 Nov 2003 22:21:09 GMT

Well... I'm updating...Mostly because Brittany Hershkowitz told me that I was disappointing my fans...hahaha

Hmmm...so much has happened that I find it hard to write...

Jekyll and Hyde YPT ended last night and we had an amazing show! The theater was almost full and soo many people that I knew were there including SEAN MARTIN! II LOOOOVEE YOUU SEANNNN! If only you were 19 and then you could try out for Les Mis and we could be Madame and Monsieur Thenardier.. I WOULD BE SOOO HAPPY.. but alas, you are not 19 or younger... :( WAIT.. so back to Jekyll and Hyde.. me and Britt both said we wouldn't be that upset when this show was over but we lied... There are so many people who I just enjoyed seeing.. so many people that confided in me and who I love so much... and I hate the fact that I won't be doing a show for so long... Les Mis is next and tryouts are tomorrow but I can't stand not performing for so long.. I get bored without doing a show... By the way.. for Les Mis.. I hopefully will have a chance for Eponine or Madame Thenardier.. both amazing parts!

Also this past week, on Wednesday to Friday, I went to Boston! I AM CONVULSING JUST THINKING ABOUT IT! ::TWITCH TWITCH:: Boston is definitely the best college town.. hands down... It was fun.. like a lot of fun.. I finally opened up to my school friends and I was so glad that I had such a good room...
One little story from Boston...
So me and my friends are walking through the Harvard campus which is amazing and I tell my friends how intimidated I am that we are walking next to Harvard undergraduates who obviously are extremely smart.. and I am walking , trying to look suave and sophisticated when I WALK INTO A POLE! LIKE FULL OUT and I screamed.. the pole only went up to my hip and I really think that I broke my vagina bone.. well anyway, the harvard student who was walking next to me, hears me scream , stops walking, looks back and gives me the worst look in the world... Hmmm... I must have seemed extremely intelligent to her.. But seriously I don't get it.. if you saw that happen to someone, see them walk into a pole, wouldn't you laugh? I would laugh... C'mon... its funny...
So ummm yeah Boston is funnnn!

You know what I don't get.. No matter how much I have changed from last year, people still insist on talking about me behind my back... Yes I know I was conceited, I know I can be a bitch, but I have changed sooo much... This past weekend I found out that little girls who don't even know me in the cast of Jekyll and Hyde, talk about me... I seriously thought they were such nice girls and when I smiled at them, it was because I am friendly and I don't want to be like a lot of other people in the cast who just decide not to talk to other people other than those in their group.. So I smile at them all the time and say hi and I find out that they think I'm fake (Yes I know I am opening myself to mean comments on my journal for that so if you have a mean comment to say, don't say it).. I don't get it, would you rather me be the person who doesn't say hi to you and doesn't acknowledge you or would you rather me be friendly? What the hell do they want from me? I don't get people.. also these same girls made a comment that I must be bulemic (Not sure if you spell it that way) because they don't understand that I eat so much food and stay so thin... Ok first off, I guess I should take that as a compliment because anyone who knows me, knows that I would never throw up my food... Ever... so thats just ridiculous... Yes I know I talk about people but I dunno.. its more like venting to me.. I don't just straight out, make comments about people... maybe I should just keep to myself about things...

Another thing I must rant about is people's typical views of the traditional relationship... I hate when people tell me what boyfriends and girlfriends should be doing... My relationship is not yours, worry about your own, not mine... It just really annoys me... No relationship is the same so how can anyone judge mine? Me and Matt have a great relationship with its ups and downs and no one can tell me whether its good or not because they do not know... I hate typical relationships...

Wow... this is such an annoying update... Its not entertaining... so sorry... I hate when I have such dreary updates..

So to uplift everything I'm going to tell you a story...
There once was a girl named hicky-hucky,
She a little cat she called lucky ducky..
The cat went insane
because hicky hucky was inhumane...
And now hicky hucky lives in ohio...
THE END...

I'm a bad poet... hmphhh... Anyways...

By the way.. I miss a lot of people.. If you read this journal... please leave a comment just to say Hi or something... I dunno.. it would be nice to hear from a lot of people.. so IF YOU ARE READING THIS, LEAVE A COMMENT! PLEASEEE! *Allie*

Thu, 30 Oct 2003 05:20:23 GMT

Well tonights rehearsal for Jekyll and Hyde was frustrating to say the least...

Kaitlyn ReGan said she saw a side to me that she has never seen before.. the bitchy side...
I'm sorry I was really, really pissed...

I'm not going to be comfortable onstage because I have never done a full run through with the show and it was my last rehearsal tonight meanwhile the one thing that was hindering me from last night's rehearsal was that it seemed like I was uncomfortable...
To everyone who was there, I'm really sorry that it took 10 minutes for me to curtsy.. I didn't mean for it to...I did not like the whole hour long thing for the bows and I was really upset that I added to the time wasted on the bows...

Whatever.. I will be ok with the show... I'll get over it...
I just hope for Allison Rerecich's and Megan's rehearsal that everyone friggin acts professional tomorrow... and actually stays in character for once.

I will be fine hopefully.. I know what I am doing.. its just the beginning of the second act that I am really confused... Oh well..

Didn't mean to offend anyone from this entry just had to voice my opinion in some way... GOODNIGHT! *Allie

Mon, 13 Oct 2003 04:56:20 GMT

Ok.. so I haven't updated for like a good two weeks...

Umm.. Life is good... This year is better social and education wise... Me and Matt are still going out... and he is great...

Ummmm... I think there is too much going on in my life that I need to write in this like every 3 hours in order to fill you in on everything...

Jekyll is going realllly welll! Its soo fun to be opposite Bernie(Jekyll) and work alongside Kevin Hegmann the whollleee show (Sir Danvers) so as soon as I find out the dates, everyone come see it because that will make me smile!

I have rehearsal tomorrow for jekyll from 12 to 5... hahaha thats means I have to wake up early... Thats SOOOO funny...

By the way... a side thought... I found out why temples smell so much... because all jewish people eat is FISH! MY GOD! For Yom Kippur at my house, all my family had was whitefish, tuna fish, lox, and cream cheese with bagels! I felt like I was in a fish market...

only i wasn't in a fish market...

i was in my house...

i don't like fish...

Yeah...

Goodnight! *Allie

Sat, 27 Sep 2003 05:04:42 GMT

HOT FLASHES! HOT FLASHES! Why must they come up on me so?

Well today was an interesting day... I have a cold... I hate it... It makes me shiver...( Get it, Cold... SHIVER) Wow... I'm pathetic...

People tell me that I type like I speak... I believe them... Oh yes I do-oooo

Its me and Matt's one month anniversary! YAYYY! Thats makes me happy because he makes me happy... Setiously, this year is such a change from last year, mostly because he makes me calm somehow.. I think its because I take all my frustration out on him by calling him names... Its fun... Especially when he cries... OH I'M JUST JOKING! He doesn't cry silly people! But wouldn't that be HILARIOUS if he did? hahahaha.. I'm just joking... I'm sorry... Happy One month Matthew! Love you...

Ohhhh and this makes me elated... I got Emma in Jekyll and Hyde YPT at CAP.. Its doubled casted with me and allison Rerecich as Emma and Arielle Cooperman and Megan Yelaney as Lucy.. So come see my shows some time in November and make the show have the best audience ever!I'm extremely happy because mostly after doing Patty, I didn't want the character kind of role of Lucy even though Lucy is the part I wanted...I don't want to only be known as a character actress and I have never really played the sweet parts in shows except for Maria in West Side Story.. soooo yayyy for Emma! Congrats to everyone.. especially my Allison Rerecich because if anyone deserves this chance, its you!

Me and Lily went to California Pizza Kitchen tonight and Barnes and Noble... It was entertaining mostly because me and Lily did our messed up Russian accents the whole night... and everything we saw, we said it with a Russian Accent.. for example...

Rite Aid- Reet Ahhhd
Saks Fifth Avenue- Seex Feeth Aveenoo
Baby Shark (Oh you know that song)- Babby Shook
Brittany Hershkowitz- Breeeenay Heesh-cow-shitsss
Patty Simox- Potty Seemcock
Barnes and Noble- Beens and noobel

We also randomly ran around the store doing the dance to If I were A Rich Man YABBA DEEBIE GOOBIE DOOBIE YOOBIE BOOBIE YUM... Oh you know that shimmy that you have to do during that song... Also since lily lies so much... She is now the boy who creed Rooshun...

Ok I guess that isn't that funny...You have to be there.. or you could just imagine me saying this whole response in Russian..Or you could imagine me and Lily running into things while doing the song Baby shark and doing THE SHARK ATTACK part of it... maybe then it will be funny to you...

My friend Shannon said my Interrupting Rich Man joke wasn't funny.. I beg to differ.. ITS QUITE HUMOROUS...Then again, I think everything is funny...

Geednoot my leetle pupskas.( GOODNIGHT MY LITTLE PUPSKAS)*Allie

Tue, 16 Sep 2003 04:11:14 GMT

Ok so what I should be doing right now is my homework but I don't like to do it... The end...

I felt the need to update and tell you a joke... I made it up a few weeks ago but I felt the need to share it.. Oh its funny.. Its laughable... Here I go... Are U READY?

ME: Knock Knock
Someone: Who's there?
ME: Interrupting Rich Man...
Someone: Interrupting Rich Man w...
ME: YABBA DEEBEE DEEBEE DEEBEE DEEBEE DEEBEE DEEBE DUM ( INTERRUPTS THE SOMEONE AND SINGS THIS TO " If I were a rich man")

OMG AHHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHA! That joke still makes me laugh! And I made it up! OH I HAVE GOOD HUMOR.. why is ice cream named that? Obviously the ice cream doesn't have any sort of personality unless its crazy vanilla and that just speaks for itself...

Also I feel the need to tell you that last night I had a hallucination and it WAS SOOO SCARY! I ALMOST WENT AND CRIED IN MUMMY'S BED!YES.. MUMMY... Must have been all the drugs I took..
I'M JUST JOKING. OBVIOUSLY I DON'T TAKE ANY DRUGS OF ANY SORT! Thats for silly people... Wait so anyways... I'm in my bed at 3:00 in the morning and for some reason I wake up. Being 75% percent awake, I look up above my head and THERE IS A HUGE TARANTULA WITH GREAN LIGHTNING BOLTS AND EVERYTHING AND IT HAS PINCERS... It was soo frightening!SOOO I runs out of beds and I flickety the light switchity and there was no tarantula. BUT I SWEAR THERE WAS ONE... like I was awake.. I think... I think its because my mom killed two spiders before I went to bed and I guess I thought the spider's bigger sisters would come and eat me... Yeahhh... I know.. Spiders can't eat me... But this Spider was HUGEEEE!

Ok.. I understand that this entry was completely pointless...Feel free to comment on my unusual personality.

BY THE WAY, BESIDES THE MASSIVE AMOUNTS OF SCHOOLWORK, I'M HAPPPPPYYYY! YAYYYY! bYYYEEEE KIDDDSSS! *Allie

Fri, 05 Sep 2003 19:33:49 GMT

FIRST OFF.. WHAT IS WITH THE NEW LIVE JOURNAL THINGYY? ITTTT IS CONFUZZLING ME...

Anyways, school started and... I don't like it...
I have soo much homework.. Laast night I had like 4 hours of homework and that was only the 2nd day...

Next year I want to go to Boces! But that would mean that I would only be taking AP governement and Economics, AP english, and AP biology which means I would have to drop math ( which I would love) but wouldn't it look bad to colleges?

I just want to enjoy my senior year and doing something like musical theater would be a great way to spend my last year... But my school doesn't offer it so I would have to fight for it.. BUT HEY IF THEY SEND KIDS TO FREAKIN COSMETOLOGY AT BOCES AND AERONAUTICS, THEY CAN CERTAINLY SEND ONE FREAKINBG KID TO MUSICAL THEATER? RIGHHHTT?

Ugggg.. once again I hate my school!

I also miss people... If I haven't spoken to you in a while or you just want to be nice, leave me a comment. YAYYY! *\

By the way, I'm growing up soo quickly... Soon I will even be off breastfeeding and will be potty trained...Oh.. I make jokes... They are funny.., You chuckle with me, Yes? Are you laughing??????? I KNOW YOU ARE!!!! *Allie

ishkabbible

Sun, 31 Aug 2003 07:41:06 GMT

Ok soooo I slept over my friend Jari's house last night and after random spouts of narcolepsy during the day, my mom picked me up and I decided that I would be productive and:
a) Trim my hair after like 4 months ( I'm beginning to look like cousin it)
b) Read my summer reading book ( which I was suppose to do 3 days ago but did not)
c) Clean my room
d) Watch the grease mainstage video!!!!!!!
e) Take a nap

how many of those did I do?

NONE... ( well we all knew that I wasn't going to clean my room but I was really looking foward to the other FOUR)

Why?

Because my mom decided to go to Smokey Joe's Cafe at CAP and wanted to leave me home alone and I couldn't do that because then my hair wouldn't get trimmed ( she cuts my hair) and my Whole night would be ruined and I would stay home and sulk and be unhappy!

God, the trauma I go through as a teenager!

So I went to Smokey Joe's with Elona and saw everyone and their mother there.. well not really... that was an exaggeration because obviously not everyone is going to bring their mother to Smokey Joe's cafe... If they did it would be weird but anyway but like A LOT of people were there like Brianne ( yayyyy!!!) Jordan Hue ( Who I LOOOVEEE... He is such a nice person!.. YAYYYYY for Jordan) and Chris Timson( who only sometimes reads my journal.. right Chris?) and Erica Dollin and Alex Dollin and his girlfriend Emily and Danielle Levy and Eric and SEANNNNN ( SEAN I LOVE YOU) and who could forget Rich Martino? Oh and Chris came for like a half an hour! It was really good.. like wonderfully nipple lickingly good!

Ok so then I went to the diner with Eric, Danielle and my mom...

Then I saw Rocky Horror with Matt, Eric and Danielle and it was funnn!I laughed, I cried, I smacked Matthew...

THAT WAS MY NIGHT! WASN'T IT INTERESTING? OHHH YESSS IT WASSSS!

But seriously, my whole productive night was shattered by the attempts of my mother trying to go out and have fun at smokey joe's.. Damn Mother and her menopause!

THE END! YAYYYYYY! GOODNIGHT! *Allie

Thu, 28 Aug 2003 19:47:33 GMT

Ahhhhhhhhh... WHY IS SCHOOL STARTING IN LESS THAN A WEEK?

I feel like I have sooo much to do before school...
1) Read first 3 chapters for AP american history ( I have a test the first day)
2) Read Tuesdays with Morrie for Summer reading
3) Memorize the freaking periodic tables for AP Chemistry

And I have an appointment Tuesday to change my whole schedule which is really annoying me because I want to change it already!

OHHHHHH and I need to go shopping for school clothes!!!!!!! I love shopping! If I had a mall right next to my house.. umm.. I would go there everyday... yeah

I think I'm losing my personality and becoming quite boring.. that upsets me.. Oh yes it does...

I have something to say about TCBY ice cream..... ITS GOOD!
Seriously, I had it the other day and I would like to have an affair with that ice cream... especially RAINBOW CREAM ice cream... Ohhhhh BOYYYYY! Its just soo colorful! Every time I see it I just want to jump into the tub of cream and WRASSLE with it! Mmmmm...

Ive realized that I like kids things and if I have the chance to shop at the limited too and the Disney store and the Children's place I would...

My brother just told me to stop typing so loud... Lily said that to me yesterday too! I DON'T GET IT! STOP BADGERING ME ABOUT MY SOUNDS DURING TYPING!

Hmmm.. yeah.. I'm pointless.. Goodbye! *Allie